if this is my first post, then i don’t really know what i’m doing. hahah. this will more than likely just be my outlet (i used to blog a lot on myspace and livejournal, but too many people started to care what i said so i stopped, lmfao) to get all the lyrics and pictures and dumb things in my head…uh…out. ha. :D
more events in the past few days are making me wonder more now than ever why i’m here, or more so why i’m me in a place like this. i don’t think i’m better than anyone, or anything (not even going to to refute that) but i can’t seem to find myself on a level playing field with anyone. i don’t need anyone to make me happy, but it doesn’t hurt to have people around you who understand you.
health issues weren’t the only reason i was so intent on leaving high school as soon as i did…just gonna leave it at that. i have my best friend. she’s a over a thousand miles away but she’s there and she’s all i need. :D hahaha what a gaybo.
BUT HEYYY YOOO,
i can already tell i’m addicted xD